2018年1月26日 星期五
2017年12月23日 星期六
The Anti-antibiotic Abuse
While people are constantly
talking about the abuse of antibiotics, I see a trend in the abuse of
anti-antibiotic measures. I would like
to draw the attention of the abusers and those being abused to this unhealthy
trend. The following is an analysis of
the similarities and undesirability of the two abuses.
The use
Antibiotics are very useful in
treating bacterial infections. Since
their invention, lethal bacterial infections and epidemics are much better
controlled. Once, antibiotics were
regarded magic bullets. However, even
magic bullets have their limitations. You
need to properly aim your targets before the bullets can hit them. And, if your targets are wearing
magic-bullet-proof vests, antibiotics lose their halos.
To guard against blind-shooting
and the development of antibiotic resistance, measures against the abuse of
antibiotics are very important. These
measures are multi-faceted. You can
increase the knowledge of the public and the medical profession. You can modify the practice of antibiotic uses
through legislation such as classifying antibiotics controlled medicine, or
through education such as launching campaigns. Since the awareness of the need to control the
abuse of antibiotics, most antibiotics are still very effective against common
infections.
The abuse
Because of one reason or another,
doctors began to abuse antibiotics. Abuse
is the use when there is no indication, or when the harmful effects outweigh
the desirable effects.
It is true that over 80% of upper
respiratory tract infections do not need antibiotics. However, it is also true that over 80% of
doctors do not need to be reminded of this fact. As in the use of antibiotics, we need to
consider the indications, the spectrum, the doses, the durations and the
side-effects when instilling measures against antibiotic abuses. Targeting all doctors with over-potent and
too-board-spectrum measures is obviously an abuse. Asking patients to take pictures of all
medications for all consultations so as to guard against antibiotic abuse is
obviously worse than prescribing antibiotics to all patients, no matter they
come for upper respiratory tract infections, or for consultation of mood
disorders.
The lethal side-effect
One of the major reasons for the
need of justified use of antibiotics is to prevent undesirable effects, among
which is the disturbance of the normal flora of the body. Abuse of anti-antibiotic measures will not
kill the patient, nor the doctor; but they will kill the important trust
between the patient and the doctor. Undermining
the trustworthiness of doctors in their prescriptions will naturally prompt
patients to query the diagnoses and the management. Without trust, how can the doctor convince the
remaining 20% of the “URTI patients” who suffer from scarlet fever,
Streptococcal pharyngitis and pneumonia to take antibiotics?
Just like antibiotic resistance,
there might also be group effect for mistrust. Instead of rendering the individual advice on
antibiotic use for upper respiratory tract infection useless, mistrust can
affect other decisions on the use of antibiotics. Alarmingly, mistrust, like antibiotic
resistance, is also communicable among patients.
Another serious side-effect for
antibiotics is drug allergy. We cannot
accurately predict which individual will develop drug allergy towards which
antibiotic. However, a significant
percentage of individuals will have drug allergy is a certainty. 10% of the population is sensitive towards
penicillin. Actually, people can have
adverse reactions towards measures against antibiotic abuse. In the anti-antibiotic campaign, it is
interesting that seeming no one has addressed this hypersensitivity issue. There are individuals who over-react to the
anti-antibiotic messages and see antibiotics as evil. Hypersensitive parents might put their
children at risks of fatal bacterial infections.
Evidence-based practice
Some, if not most, cases of
antibiotic abuse are out of good will. It
is just that the doctor does not know that antibiotics do not help. Clinical judgments on the causative agents of
infection might not be accurate. Even
some bacterial infections, such as otitis media, might not need antibiotics. These are the reasons that evidence-based
practice is important. Epidemiology
tells us the prevalence of viral pharyngitis. Clinical trials tell us that antibiotics might
not be useful for cough.
The appeals for judicial use of
antibiotics are out of good wills. However,
chanting the mantra of antibiotic abuse is only self-serving the chanters. Calling for outrageous actions will have no
effect apart from side-effects. Behavioral
modification is the biggest challenge in community medicine and family
medicine. It needs expertise and it
needs skillful means. It is time to go
back to evidence-based practice in the control of antibiotic abuse.
The Abuse by others
Doctors are not the only
contributors for antibiotic abuse. Despite
being controlled medicine, antibiotics can easily be purchased by patients
without prescription in Hong Kong. In
agriculture and fisheries, antibiotics are abused to a much greater scale. Tons of antibiotics are routinely used in the
hope of preventing diseases. It is
important to behave ourselves. But it
would be irresponsible if we ignore the big picture and never mention the other
sources of antibiotic abuse. In doing so
would divert the public attention, scapegoat the doctors, and at the same time
would not solve the problem.
The relation between the medical
profession and the public has also been undermined by various other sources. Some attack doctors for not being able to
treat the root causes of diseases. Some
claim that their treatments are better as they are without side effects. Some claim that doctors are poisoning their
patients with all kinds of drugs. Some
are manipulating patients’ spines to treat rhinitis and irritable bowel. Some say that they are natural and thus
superior.
Facing all these frivolous, yet
appealing, claims, it is important to avoid acts that would further undermine
the trust on our profession. The
anti-antibiotic abuse needs to be stopped.
2017年11月26日 星期日
2017年10月26日 星期四
The Remains of the Day
“It’s rather a hard thing to explain in a few words, sir. But I suspect it comes down to not to removing
one’s clothing in public.”
This was what Mr. Stevens, the butler
of Darlington Hall, thought about dignity. Interestingly, nowadays, people are a bit too
eager to stripe openly. It is not sure
whether there are different interpretations of dignity, or different moral
values.
Mr. Stevens
Mr. Stevens was the story teller.
Actually the story was plain recall of
the remains of the days while our butler was preparing and then driving from Oxfordshire
to Weymouth in his 6-day-trip. He had
been the butler of Lord Darlington since before the First World War, until 3
years after the death of Lord Darlington, which was shortly after the Second
World War. The huge Darlington Hall was
sold to an American, Mr. Farraday. The
staff team was then instructed to be reduced from 18 to a mere 4. In the name of a precious holiday offered by
the new owner, Stevens drove to visit the Housekeeper, Miss Kenton, who had
left some 20 years ago when she got married. He received a letter from her hinting that she
was not happy and was still fond of the old days while she was working in
Darlington Hall. He was in the hope that
she could join his team again.
Stevens was a reserved, subtle
and strictly business person. He valued
his career and took pride in his professionalism. He saw the core value of a great Butler to be
his dignity. “Dignity has to do crucially with a butler’s ability not to abandon the
professional being he inhabits. Lesser
butlers will abandon their professional being for the private one at the least
provocation…. The great butlers are
great by virtue of their ability to inhabit their professional role and inhabit
it to the utmost; they will not be shaken out by external events, however
surprising, alarming or vexing. They
wear their professionalism as a decent gentleman will wear his suit; he will
not let ruffians or circumstance tear it off him in the public gaze.”
But Stevens was described as
taken his role too far, to the extent that he was constantly wearing his masks
and not just his suit. He overlooked his
father’s old age and continued to prescribed him much labor works as an
under-butler. W hen his father died of
stroke in his tiny room in Darlington Hall, Stevens was busy attending an important
function held by Lord Darlington concerning the post-First-World-War Germany. When Miss Kenton tried to show her affection
towards him, Steven just deflated it with criticism on her household work. Finally, he met Kenton, who was then Mrs.
Benn. She confessed to him that she was
actually in love with him and her agreeing to get married was just a gesture to
annoy him. However, after all these
years, she had accepted her life as such and she had no intention to leave her
husband and go back to work at the Darlington Hall again. Stevens only showed the slightest regret, and
decided to move on when he was watching the sun set.
Mr. Kazuo Ishiguro
Mr. Kazuo Ishiguro is the Nobel
Prize-winning writer this year. The Remains of the Days was written in
1989, the year I graduated. It was awarded
the Man Booker Prize for Fiction in the same year. Ishiguro was not writing on the romance between
Stevens and Kenton, as there was minimal. Kenton’s role was to highlight the character
of Stevens. The writer wanted to reflect
his worldview through the narration of Stevens, a rarity in the world. He wanted to talk about dignity, about democracy,
about universal suffrage, and about dictatorship in the background of the post
World War II period.
Here comes Lord Darlington, who
questioned the democracy system of Britain. “Democracy
is something for a bygone era. The world’s
far too complicated a place now for universal suffrage and such like. For endless members of parliament debating
things to a standstill…. The present
parliamentary system is compared to a committee of the mothers’ union
attempting to organize a war campaign…. People
are suffering. Ordinary, decent working
people are suffering terribly. Germany
and Italy have set their houses in order by acting. And so have the wretched Bolsheviks in their
own way, one supposes. Even President
Roosevelt, look at him, he’s not afraid to take a few bold steps on behalf of
his people. But look at us here,
Stevens. Year after year goes by, and
nothing gets better. All we do is argue
and debate and procrastinate. Any decent
idea is amended to ineffectuality by the time it’s gone half-way through the
various committees it’s obliged to pass through. The few people qualified to know what’s what
are talked to a standstill by ignorant people all around them.”
Then, Ishiguro, through Stevens,
said, “A butler’s duty is to provide good
service. It is not to meddle in the
great affairs of the nation. The fact
is, such great affairs will always be beyond the understanding of those such as
you and I, and those of us who wish to make our mark must realize that we best
do so by concentrating on what is within our realm; that is to say, by devoting
our attention to providing the best possible service to those great gentlemen
in whose hands the destiny of civilization truly lies…. If a butler is to be of any worth to anything
of anybody in life, there must surely come a time when he ceases his searching;
a time when he must say to himself: ‘This employer embodies all that I find
noble and admirable. I will hereafter
devote myself to serving him.’ This is
loyalty intelligently bestowed. What is
there ‘undignified’ in this? One is
simply accepting an inescapable truth: that the likes of you and I will never
be in a position to comprehend the great affairs of today’s world, and our best
course will always be to put our trust in an employer we judge to be wise and
honourable, and to devote our energies to the task of serving him to the best
of our ability…. It is hardly my fault
if his lordship’s life and work have turned out today to look, at best, a sad
waste- and it is quite illogical that I should feel any regret or shame on my
own account.”
2017年9月26日 星期二
How About Demand?
My Question on the Strategic Review on Healthcare Manpower Planning and
Professional Development Report
Finally, the Steering Committee
on Healthcare Manpower Planning and Professional Development, which was formed
in 2012, has published its report (the Report) on the Strategic Review on
Healthcare Manpower Planning and Professional Development (the Review) in June
2017. The Review is very important. As stated by the Chairman of the Steering
Committee, Dr. KO Wing Man, “following
the conclusion of the Review, Government will soon embark on an updating
exercise on manpower projections in consultation with the relevant stakeholders
and invite each and every of the Boards and Councils for healthcare professions
to submit detailed and concrete proposals for implementing the recommendations
of the Review taking into account the unique circumstances of individual
professions. We shall take all necessary
steps to bring supply and demand of healthcare professionals into board equilibrium
over time.” This is in line with the
aims of the Review, which are to make recommendations to: “cope with the anticipated demand for healthcare manpower; and
facilitate professional development of healthcare professions.”
I must confess that I am none the
wiser after reading the Report. I would
like to share some of my observations and doubts with readers. I shall concentrate on the parts concerning
the manpower planning of doctors. I
shall make references to the content of the Report as much as possible.
Training on evidence-based
medicine teaches us that when reading a report, we need to study the
methodology so as to appraise the validity of the results; to consider whether
the findings support the conclusion drawn; and to be aware of the assumptions
and limitations of the report.
Basically, the approach of the
Review is to calculate and to predict the demand and the supply of doctors in
future years, and then “to quantify the
difference between the projected demand for and supply of healthcare professionals
i.e. projected manpower gap in terms of full time equivalents (FTEs).” For the demand model, “historical utilization data and the Hong Kong demographic projections
(2004-2015) were used to project age-, sex-specific utilization volumes. These projected volumes were then converted
into FTEs and subsequently further adjusted for externalities and policy
interventions.” “The supply model is a
non-homogenous Markov Chain Model, where workforce systems are represented as ‘stocks
and flows’. These projected volumes were
then converted into FTEs and subsequently further adjusted for externalities
and policy interventions.”
I would say that the model is
beyond comprehension to all doctors. This
is because apart from the fact that the model is complex, there is no intention
for the Report to explain to readers in any detail how the model works. To me, the supply arm is relatively simple. The majority of doctors come from the 2
Universities and the numbers are highly predictable. For non-locally trained doctors, it is
unlikely to have any substantial changes in number unless there are major
policy changes. The Report does not
recommend any such major policy changes. “The
Steering Committee considers that while measures should be taken to facilitate
experienced non-locally trained doctors to come and practice in Hong Kong, the
quality and competency level of these doctors should not be compromised. MCHK should continue to be entrusted to uphold
the professional standards of doctors in order to safeguard patient safety and
interest in Hong Kong.” Recommendations
to increase supply include increasing the number of UGC-funded training places,
retaining doctors to work in HA, recruiting non-locally trained doctors through
limited registration and established mechanism.
For the demand part, “the projection for doctors takes into
account the expected utilization rates of services drawn from HA and DH for the
public sector, and those of private hospitals as well as the Thematic Household
Survey conducted by the Census and Statistics Department for the private
sector. Demand from the academic,
teaching and training sector has also been considered. The projection has been adjusted for the
impact of externalities such as the latest development of public and private
hospitals and introduction of the Voluntary Health Insurance Scheme.” That sounds comprehensive. However, demand can be created. Expectations of the public can be managed. There can be no limit to the demand of
healthcare services. Therefore rationing
is always important in the fair and effective distribution of limited supply
and resources to meet theoretically unlimited demands. In the Report, there is no mention of
investigation into rationing of existing services, or how to manage expectation
of the public in the future. Facing a
relatively predictable and stable supply of doctors, it is irrational to just
try to recommend means to increase the supply of doctors without consideration
of managing the increase in demand.
From such model, it is predicted
that for the best guestimate, the manpower gap in FTE would be at 285, 500, 755
and 1007 in the year 2016, 2020, 2025 and 2030 respectively. However, the range for the 5th and
95th percentile would be 80 to 690, 320 to 989, 596 to 1296, and 829
to 1575 in the year 2016, 2020, 2025 and 2030 respectively. These calculations are based on an important
assumption. “The manpower situation at the base year (i.e. 2015) is assumed to be
at an equilibrium and the model takes into account known shortage in the public
and subvented sectors for healthcare professionals as at end of 2015.” So, to start with, it is assumed as a fact
that there is shortage of manpower in the public and subvented sectors. Against this important assumption, “the Steering Committee is mindful that the
private sector is more flexible in adjusting productivity in response to market demand. The Steering Committee also notes the
observations of some that there remains spare capacity in the private sector
and thus considers that the Government’s priority should be focused on filling
the manpower gap in HA, which provides nearly 90% of all in-patient services
and around 30% of primary care services in Hong Kong.” Interestingly, there is no recommendation
on how to make use of the flexible private sector with surplus of manpower.
Last but not the least, let us
look at the limitations of the Report. “Healthcare manpower projection is an
extremely complex mission. There is no
universal model for projecting healthcare manpower whether in the literature or
among the jurisdictions surveyed.” “The
changes in the patterns of referral, sector of service delivery (public and
private), technological advancement, scope of practice, feminization of the
workforce, healthcare policy and service delivery regulation affect constantly
the demand for healthcare service, while changing population demographics,
inter-regional and inter-sectoral (public/private) movement of healthcare
professional and patients as well as healthcare utilization patterns further
complicate manpower projection.” “Manpower
projection is also a highly data-intensive activity. Although public sector in-patient and
outpatient data for manpower projection is readily available, a substantial
proportion of patient care occurs in the private sector for medical and social
care where utilization data are scattered, less complete, or not readily
available. The lack of normative
standards defining productivity is also a major impediment to workload
analysis.”
Actually, the Report has stated
clearly how the results should be used. “Because of the nature of manpower
projection and the inherent limitations of the model itself, the projection
results should be viewed in perspective. In interpreting the projection results, we
should focus on the trend rather than the absolute gap. The medium to long-term projection could
change significantly if events unknown now happen in future.”
2017年8月26日 星期六
Peeling Small Potatoes
When I attended a cooking class
on Chicken and Mushroom Fricassée (which was the French way of
braising chicken pieces in white sauce), I was first given several potatoes. The aim was to make some Pommes Parisiennes (which were potato balls fried in butter, again, in the French way). The procedures were to peel the potatoes, to
use a melon-baller to scoop out potato balls, to soak the balls in cold water,
to put them in cold salted water and to bring it to a boil, to simmer, to drain
and to dry the cooked balls on a kitchen towel, and then to fry them in a pan
with clarified butter. Then there were
procedures for the chicken, for other side dishes and for the sauce.
Compared with the other students,
I had no difficulty in remembering and following the procedures. Doctors were good at memorizing funny words
and protocols. However, I got stuck with
the first step: to peel the potatoes. I
was no newbie in cooking. But I was also
no expert in peeling potatoes. Potatoes
were not my choice for side dishes. The
theory of peeling potatoes was simple: just use a peeler and peel them. However, in practice, there were many fine
details to look after. A fundamental
difference was between peel inwards towards yourself or peeling outwards. My observation was that Europeans tended to
peel towards their own bodies; while Asians tended to peel away from their
bodies. I am Asian and I did not want to
cut myself, so I used to peel and cut outwards. That made me the odd one out. Unfortunately, I was also the slowest one.
The potatoes I got were small. They were not new potatoes, which were usually
served unpeeled. Small potatoes were
actually more difficult to peel. In the
process, apart from the skin, you had to take care of the black spots on the
potatoes. You also had to decide whether
that potato was usable. When the potato
was half-peeled, the starch made it very slippery and the chance of hurting
your fingers increased. Luckily the
class was on a dish for family, and not for banquet. Otherwise I would end up with just Pommes Parisiennes and nothing else; or might be a cut finger.
What I learnt was of course how
to make Chicken and Mushroom Fricassée, well, with Pommes Parisiennes. But the more important lesson
was that things were not as simple as they appeared, and not as simple as you
perceived. Peeling a single small potato
with unlimited time in a stress-free setting was totally different from what I
was asked to do. It was not just holding
a peeler and peeling some skin off with every stroke. The scale mattered.
This small-potato-lesson popped
up in my mind when I read about the plan of asking retired doctors of all
specialties and administrative staff to work at GOPCs and A&E departments
to see patients in the recent summer influenza crisis. The intention was good. The move was straight-forward. When there were too many patients, we
increased working-hands and got more doctors. However, the point was that seeing patients in
outpatient settings might not be as simple as you perceived.
General practitioners are deemed,
by some laymen and doctors alike, to be small potatoes in the profession. However, seeing patients in outpatient clinics
might be a bit more complicated than peeling small potatoes. I had worked in an A&E department and have
been a general practitioner for more than 20 years. I still find it challenging in my routine
work. A patient does not come in and
tell you that he has influenza. Even if he
does so, not too rarely he is wrong. He
might be suffering from Dengue, or lobar pneumonia, or lung cancer. If he is right, he might have some underlying
diseases that need to be taken care of, or that might complicate the diagnosis
and treatment of his influenza. Studies
confirm that a patient always visits with multiple complaints. While you have finished with the history
taking and physical examination for the influenza part, he might tell you when he
raises from the chair that he has per rectal bleeding for 3 months, or that he
has episodic chest pain on exertion, or that his left third toe is itchy.
Whether to prescribe Tamiflu is
the least difficult decision to make. There
are guidelines on that, though you might not have supply of Tamiflu. If you want to give symptomatic treatments,
you need to check all contraindications, warn about side effects, and take care
of interactions with the patient’s own long term medications. Prescription is only part of the management
plan. You have to answer at least 6
related and unrelated questions, ranging from a philosophical question of why
he catches the flu and not his wife; to a practical question of quarantine from
his 3 month old son and his 82 year old grandmother with diabetes and bronchiectasis.
And, do not forget to properly look at
the itchy toe and to give a suitable cream for it. At the end, when you warn the patient about
red-flags just in case, he would probably dwell on the certainty of your
diagnosis, and then throws out a legal jargon and labels your medications
fruits of a poisoned tree. At that time,
you have to calm your furious mind. You
do not want to answer to the PIC of the Medical Council. More importantly, anger might weaken your
immune system, and anger might make you careless. Doctors will also fall sick. We will also suffer from influenza. If the
doctor is over 65, or if he has chronic medical illnesses, he would be in the
high risk group and himself needs Tamiflu, and himself runs the risks of
serious complications from the infection.
If you are drawing a conclusion
that seeing patients in the outpatient setting is complicated, you have missed
my whole point. You are still looking at
one potato in your hand. In the flu
season, you are expected to see 30 to 60 patients in 4 hours. You have to accomplish the above tasks 30 to
60 times in 4 hours, 2 times a day, 5 to 7 days a week. Even if you received a gold medal in internal
medicine 40 years ago, there is no time for you to peel and craft a
master-piece potato. You have to get
your work done.
Peeling small potatoes is not
simple. That is what I learn in cooking
class.
2017年7月26日 星期三
When Breath Becomes Air
The Clouds are the
Floating
The Flowers are the
Blooming
When Breath Becomes Air is a book written by Paul
Kalanithi, a neurosurgeon who died of non-small cell lung cancer (NSCLC) 22
months after the diagnosis at the age of 36. His wife described the book as a cogent
powerful tale of living with death.
“The Clouds are the Floating; The
Flowers are the Blooming.” are two verses written by Thich Nhat Hanh, a master in Zen Buddhism, in
his poem The Great Lion’s Roar. They are mentioned in his new book The
Art of Living, in which he
explores the questions about life and death. As always, he teaches mindful breathing,
through which there is concentration and insight. And there, lies the way.
Paul was born in New York, but he
spent his teenage in Kingsman, a desert valley in Arizona, 100 miles south of
Las Vegas. His father was a
cardiologist. He moved the family to the
desert town when Paul was 10 so as to establish a regional cardiology practice
of his own. Although his father and his
uncle were doctors, Paul had made up his mind to study English literature and
to become a writer. He was the diligent
and serious type of student. He entered
Stanford University and majored in English literature and biology. As with many adolescents and great thinkers
alike, Paul was haunted by the myth of live and death. He wondered “where biology, morality, literature and philosophy intersected”. He came to the conclusion that reading or
writing alone would not give him an answer. “Direct
experience of life-and-death questions was essential to generating substantial
moral opinions about them.” After
his first degree from Stanford and a degree in history and philosophy of
science and medicine from Cambridge, he went to Yale for medical school. He “was
pursuing medicine to bear witness to the twinned mysteries of death, its
experiential and biological manifestations: at once deeply personal and utterly
impersonal.”
Ironically, during his years as a
neurosurgical resident in Stanford, he was designated the chance to experience
death directly, not as an observer or an intervener. He was diagnosed to have NSCLC at the age of
36. The chance of having lung cancer at
36 was 0.0012. The cancer turned out to
be EGFR positive and responded well to target therapy with Tarceva. At that time, he started to write his book. He diligently rehabilitated himself and was
able to continue his neurosurgical residence work 18 months later. Paul and his wife, Lucy, his medical school
classmate and a physician, planned to have a baby. With IVF, Lucy was soon pregnant.
Paul faced cancer and death
head-on. He realized that nothing had
changed. He was uncertain both before
and after he had cancer when he would die. At the same time, he was certain both before
and after he had cancer that he would die. As a doctor, he was trained to focus on the future.
But in reality, only the present day
counted.
Paul did not finish his book, at
least as the way he planned to. The last
chapter was written by Lucy. Soon after
he resumed his duty, the cancer got worse. A new focus with no mutation gene (and thus
not responsive to target treatment) appeared. Chemotherapy failed because of intolerable
side effects. He was said to die in
peace and satisfaction (despite leptomeningeal carcinomatosis and respiratory
failure) with her 8 months old daughter in his lap. He saw continuation in her.
Thich Nhat Hanh coins the word “inter-being”
to explain that one exists not as a self, but as an inseparable part of the
whole universe. There is continuation in
our off-springs, in our siblings, in our spouses, in our ancestors, and in
mankind. He observed that when a cloud
floats, the cloud and the floating are in fact inseparable. The cloud is the floating. He gives a profound view on death in his book:
“People need to break free from 3 wrong
views before they can be liberated from suffering. The first wrong view is that we are a separate
self cut off from the rest of the world. This self is born at one moment and must die
at another, and it is permanent during the time we are alive. The second is that when we die, we cease to
exist. The third wrong view is that what
we are looking for- whether it is happiness, heaven, or love- can be found only
outside us in a distant future.” Targeted
to overcome these 3 wrong views, he introduces the practice of concentrations
on emptiness, signlessness, aimlessness, impermanence, non-craving, letting go,
and nirvana. One of the ways to attain
insight through such concentration practice is mindful breathing. Thich Nhat Hanh has always been teaching
mindful breathing. The essence is to concentrate
on in-breaths and out-breaths in relax and peaceful manner.
When Breath Becomes Air is not a pleasant book to read, especially for us doctors. Paul had no choice but to face his cancer. He described his life as sowing without
reaping. I do not know whether he
finally got the answer to his questions about life and death. He roamed into philosophical quotes before he
could finish his book. However, he did
give first person experience on how to focus on the present moment bravely. As a patient, he witnessed how important the
doctors’ attitude and accurate but compassionate communication were. “When
the scalpel fails, the neurosurgeon is left with his words.”
I wonder how many readers would
attain enlightenment after reading The
Art of Living. Non-self,
impermanence and nirvana are said to be profound and beyond description. Practicing mindful breathing might sound too
simple, yet it might take your whole life time before you can bravely face
inevitable sufferings that pop up now and then. But at least, there are ways that might help,
as it is advocated. As the subtitle of
the book says, the art of living is peace and freedom in the here and now.
Breathing in, I enjoy the harmony
of my in-breath. Breathing out, I enjoy
the harmony of my out-breath. When
breath becomes air; the breath is the air.
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